Well, I wrote a really long response to you but it got swallowed when I sent it by the deleted thread. Honestly I'm too tired to type it all out again, especially when this'll probably just get deleted as well anyway and you might not even see it since you're probably offline by now. But in all honestly, I can't even remember where my entire hatred for ugly people came from any more, not properly anyway. I know it was ok at first, enough for me to ignore it, but it's gotten so genuinely severe lately that I really doubt I'll be able to pull myself away from it. I'm scared that just trying to push it away and not focus on the thoughts I have will make them worse. That's what's brought it to this stage in the first place. Still, somehow this combined with this--https://twitter.com/OshieteHibiki/status/1200240747452043264 being posted at the same time has rationalized my thoughts a little bit for the time being. I feel bad about it all. I just don't know. I feel sorry that you're even wasting your time dealing with this. I'm sorry I've been fucking up your wiki for so many months. I just don't know anymore what the best thing would be for me.
I've decided to give everything up, as I've stated on my blog. I'm going to get professional help for my mental health even if I don't want it. I need it. I don't want to hurt anyone else. Hurting people through the internet was bad enough, I don't want it to escalate into me seriously hurting or even killing people in real life.
Could you make character pages for the rest of the characters that don't have one (e.g. Psyduck and Scooby Doo)? Psyduck is already a character in my show so you'll have to call his page "Psyduck (NerdQuest)"